Inspiredbyserenity's Blog

Not to sure

inspiredbyserenity — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 14:24:59 +0000

I’m really unsure what I want my topic to be. From the feed back I wanted to do something in realtion to friends and how they could help you throu tough times. But I don’t think that would long enought and then I don’t want it to seem…(can’t think of the word). The feedback that I got was really good. Like it really touched me and I even cried while reading it. Not only because it was writen by one of my good friends but because it was the truth. I don’t tend to open up to people. And for me to open up to you I have to trust you with my life and I have to see something special in you if not your just a person. I have a really hard time dealing with things and I have good friends who can help we thru almost everything.
So again Im not to sure what my topics going to and I think I have somewhat of an idea…

Its been a while

inspiredbyserenity — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 02:49:01 +0000

I haven’t blogged in forever yrs. Now I think I’ll be blogging more cause I just downloaded the WordPress app to my ifone. But alots been on my mind with school and all. I know where I want to go and what I want to do but I’m really worried about not getting in to the school of my choice. I’m really Into fashion and that’s what I really want to do. But I’m scared that I’m going to apply to a fashion school and i’m not going to get in. Right now that’s the only thing on my mind. And also getting a job = ). I used to depending my parents for everything. I just want to feel Indepentent and responable for my own cash. I learn “the value of a dollar”. But I don’t think that’s goin to happen.
I just need to find away to not worry to
much about everything. And try to find away to take all this stress of my back

We stand together…

inspiredbyserenity — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 03:36:31 +0000

ok there’s this group of girls that i meat in the 9th grade(some way back in the 6th grade) and even thou we weren’t that close back then we became thicker then ever. i haven’t known each other that long it felt like its been forever. there here for me for everything from brake ups to death they have become a part of my family and i don’t think i would trade them for anything in the world. yea like all friends we fight but in less than an hr ‘were right back to laughing together. there’s nothing and i mean nothing i cant tell these girl. and i’m pretty sure if you see me then i going to see them. theirs my babies and i luv them mucho mucho much… and there names are Sophia,Mia,Kelly,Natasha,Imani,Michelle,Candice and Dara.

This week

inspiredbyserenity — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 03:13:15 +0000

this week is really been… i don’t even have the words to explain it. and it doesn’t even seem to be getting better. i don’t know if its the weather or what but its really not making anything better. a lot had been going threw my mind. from school to how to deal with peoples such high standers for me. and i really do think its taking a toll on me. because when i hear my parents speak about me i feel as if their going to really disappointed in me if i don’t do and become what they want me to do/be. i really don’t want to let them down. but then again this is doing nothing but applying presser to me and i really cant deal with this now. and also just yesterday on of my best friends lost someone who was really important to her. and i know how she feels because 2 yrs ago i lost someone who was really important to me. he was more than my uncle he was my best friend and he really meant a lot to me. and from the day that he died i couldn’t speak to n e one about what was going on i always put up a front like i was ok all the time. but that wasn’t the case i was just trying to hold everything in and that wasn’t good it really didn’t make n e thing better it just made shit worst. and i don’t mean to go on and on about this…but i just want her to know that i’m here for her and if she needs me no matter what time of day it is she knows she can all ways call me.

are my parents going to be happy with the chooses i make in life?

“Baybee Dont Worry About A Thing”

inspiredbyserenity — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 18:26:01 +0000

Bob Marley i think hands down is one of the best artist that iv ever listened too. my mom being from the west indies and a good friend to the Marley’s iv listened to him all the time. But why this popped into my head was because the other day my 2 yr old niece walked into my house and i was singing it. i was “hella” shocked. because she i never knew she knew that son. im used to her singings songs from Noggin(a children’s network) and dora and stuff like thats. and its not like she only knew the chores she knew the song word for word. For a 2 yr old my niece and really advance for her age. but this songs being really old thats were she got me. i was so impressed. and i share that story with everyone. i go “Serenity song the song” and she goes “1…2…3 Baby dont worry….” and i think its just the cuteties thing ever… and if u didn’t notice my blog is named after her Baby dont worry

I’d tell u i love u but then i’ll have to kill u

inspiredbyserenity — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 18:13:26 +0000

id tell u i luv u but then id have to kill u im sitting in my school and i really dont know what to post… this seems to always be the problem. and then i look to my left and i see a book in titled “I’d Tell You I Love You But Then I’d Have To Kill You” by Ally Carter. it really caught my eye but i tell people this all the. only if i had sumthing they wanted to know and then then ill say ” i’d tell but then i’d have to kill you”. i never seemed weird to me and even thou i never read the book, i think i cant relate…but then again its only the title.

i think my thoughts on this topic has changed…i started this blog last week sometime and i thought were there and right nows its all over.

Im to sure why this book grabbed my attetion but it did… i think it was the way the title was printed and the picture that was on it. for some reason my colors changes my mood. wen i see a neon color i seem to get really hype and then if i see a dark color my mood drops.

But then again i have no idea wat this has to do with the book….

That Little Black Book.

inspiredbyserenity — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 18:53:54 +0000

Things People Collect I think everyone has a little black book. But not everyone uses it for the same reason. The little black book can has many purposes (i.e. just a phone book,a book of business info and or my fave. a book for personal reasons…

But I found that people actual collect them. I didnt know that untill I google things that ppl collect and that came up with a list of other things. I was scrolling down and thats just popped out to me. It seems different cause I never thought thats people actually collect black book. I just thought it was something that people just have.
I wonder how do people go about collect black books?
Do they just start another one as their finish with the old one? And how many do should you have to actually call it a collection?

Blahh…1st blog

inspiredbyserenity — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 03:52:02 +0000

Ahhhhh!!!! its my very 1st blog and i’m deff new to all of this… i’m not to sure how this works i don’t know should if i should just say what’s on my mind… but then again some of the things i think are…

a lots happened since i created this account way more then i would like to talk about. i never really notice till like 3 days agos how much i think about what people thought of me. like i thought about it but i always pushed it to the back of my mind. untill the other day as im getting dressed im thinking to myself what are people going to say when they see me in this?.. are they going to think i’m trying to hard or im not trying hard enough? i didnt really know and because of this i changed my outfit 3 times making me late for school. Untill the other and i was talking to my “On Again Off Again Bf’” Were just gonna call him PB&J(lol)… Untill PB&J was tellin me that no matter what ppl are going to say and think wat ever they want about u no matter wat u wear. And its not like i never thought about this,but its deff always been a problem of mines and even though i try not to it always pops into my head now and then.

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inspiredbyserenity — Wed, 23 Sep 2009 14:21:37 +0000

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